I miss you sweet Tucker. Sometimes I think you and grief are all in my crazy head. But days like today, when I purposefully reflect, I remember reality clearly.
We didn’t watch any of your movies. We had a quiet Sunday together as a family here on Fripp. I purposed to enjoy the blessings around me.
We slept in after a long night of fevers and coughing with Zion. Hunter took the little people on a walk on the beach. We had a nice breakfast individually. Enjoyed some sunshine on the deck with the Lord in my Bible. A couple worship songs and an online preaching service, was great.Then all gathered and played some games. Then went to the beach as a family on the golf cart. Ving built the soccer field and we had a nice soccer game. Dug some big holes. Ving, Hunter, and Isaiah all went swimming in the frigid ocean. Zion fell asleep on my chest, and I took the picture attached. Usually I love to post the picture of Tucker snuggling me on the beach, so I thought this was a gift from the Lord today with Zion and I.. I am a blessed woman.
I took the golf cart to explore and find a pool, but they all were closed until March. We checked out the activity center and Eden had a blast holding snakes and reptiles. We came home and enjoyed a steak dinner mashed potatoes and green beans, hunters first tutoring meal from dad and mom. We hope to do one per child during the week of teaching them to cook.
I was blessed to receive some lovely texts and emails of girlfriends remembering Tucker and loving me. So grateful.
I’m settling into bed early tonight, just pondering things in my heart. So grateful to be Tucker’s mama.